Monday, November 2, 2015

I see miracles all the time!

I see miracles all the time.  Things like knocking on the door of someone who needs us, no one answering, me needing to use the bathroom, us riding 2 minutes to the nearest bathroom, coming back, knocking again, and then taking off on one of 5 routes near his house and after 2 minutes of peddling running into him!  The odds were NOT in our favor.  The timing was so perfect and so improbable.  Yet, by the end of that experience, it was apparent that Brother Nakamoto needed that conversation and I needed to see the miracle to brighten my day.  Similar things happen so frequently... they shouldn't be overlooked.  Look for the tender mercies in your life.  The Lord works in strange ways.  Like sometimes, he makes you need to use the bathroom super bad! (;



Here's a goofy picture of Brother Miyata.  He is the cutest man on the planet.  He has some disabilities and so he's really quiet and walks with a lot of trouble on his cane, but he understands me more than any of the other ward members.  We sit together every week in church, and even though we can't speak the language, we always get each other's jokes and have so much fun.  He was baptized 3 months ago and I'm so lucky the other Elders found him.

Mr. Okada has serious problems with smoking, but he has been trying to stop so diligently for months.  He once resolved to replace smoking breaks with Rubix cube breaks and about drove himself mad.  He wants to be baptized so badly.

I also visit this old man named Brother Takanaka every week.  He was recently baptized. He is so sweet and, well, probably the definition of the term "Child-like." I can't think of a whole lot of good examples, but some are that
1) He once listened to MoTab because the Elders said it would help him see the light of Christ.  He sat in his room for 4 or 5 minutes before taking the disk out angrily and informing the Elders that no bright light appeared in his house XD
2) He's a physical therapist.  One member once asked him if he could fix some back pains and his response was, "Well, I think you should just go on a diet."

He's awesome.  He might have throat cancer, so praying for him and the other 3 mentioned would be awesome!

We made some chirashi for tutoring!  We're going to start tutoring high-schoolers in English, music, spanish, and history!  We hope to be able to serve a lot of the people in Japan, and who knows?  Maybe some will be interested in our message. (:  I got to illustrate the picture!  (It's actually super scandalous though, because one Elder and one Sister should never be in a picture alone... oops)



For Zone P-Day we went to a science museum!  I understood none of the words on the walls, but I understood the language of science.  So it was awesome.  That's a tornado in a small room behind me. (; Is it weird to say that I miss my old Chemistry class?  I haven't done science in so long.



Not sure what these have to do with space, but it took every ounce of willpower not to buy one.

We completely filled that tiny cafe with missionaries on Zone P-Day . . . Also, the best kabobs I've ever had.



For those of you wondering about the status of my hair, because I know that's basically everyone, it's a total mess.  The Japanese people don't understand American hair, so I've given up on my appearance for the next two years, I just try to look presentable XD

I do love my mission.  I've gotten everything I've asked The Lord for: To go to Japan, to have a native companion, to meet amazing people and see beautiful places-everything.  I'm just adjusting!  Our meal plan for this week is killer, so that adds. 

Also, MIRACLE TIME.
We went to contact some less actives with Sister Sugimoto (your friend) and her son.  Almost no one answered their doors, but we were in a car near Costco and had some extra time, so... SHE TOOK US TO COSTCO.  That in and of itself is a Christmas Miracle. Like, it kind of felt like someone threw me into an Americanized heaven and said, "Grab what you can in under an hour and you can take it back to earth with you!" We got bananas, and onions, and PEANUT BUTTER AND CHEESE!  And a whole bunch of other super useful stuff.  When we got to the front, she paid for all of it.  She wouldn't let me give her a yen, looking super sternly and saying, "DON'T LEAVE ANY MONEY.  Your mom was such a blessing to me, I want to be a blessing to you."
She is such a wonderful woman.  I love that family so much, and it has been such a blessing and a privilege to be in their ward.
So, side-note: I've been craving hot-dogs like nobody's business lately... needless to say, I ate 2 of them, a smoothie, and a churro.  It reminded me of when we used to go to Costco together.  It was so awesome.  Elder Hibino and I decided that after our missions, we will "Bless [her] two times [as much]!!"
Also, by the way, as all of the Elders in my apartment ate Costco pizza and Nutella, they were all saying, "I AM SO GLAD YOUR MOM WENT ON A MISSION."
So, you're still impacting lives (;

So, it occurred to me that I'm an adult, and that's how the members here view me.  I still feel like a kid.  Actually, I'm pretty sure I am still a kid.  Are you positive I was born in 1997?  It's so weird living on my own, managing my own food and money, and being held responsible for stuff.

LOVE YOU!!

-スタウト長老

Elder Stout

Halloween 2015 "Itsa me.  Elder Stout!"

Missionaries at the 2015 Narita ward Halloween Party

Monday, October 26, 2015

"The Lord Will Have a Humble People"

Recently, I have had some pretty rough days, but by P-Day I'm always just so pumped to email you and the family that I get too excited to tell you that I've had a bad day.  Honestly, I think it’s secretly been a blessing.  I've struggled in the past with really relying on The Lord, because, while I've always been a pretty lazy person, recently I've realized that my personality is a lot more diligent than I ever thought it was.  When I really need to get something done, I get it done.  And that's kind of been a roadblock in my personal growth, where instead of relying on The Lord I just beat myself against the wall of trials.  But, like that quote you sent me a while ago that I loved, "The Lord will have a humble people." I've learned to rely on The Lord.  My personal prayers, my appreciation and sensitivity to the spirit, my love for the scriptures and words of the prophets, my language, my ability to speak to others (those two are different ;) and just everything is getting better.  But I have had really hard days.  I can honestly say I've loved every day of my mission--I want to end it being able to say that-- but some days have been a lot more fun than others.

In the last few days I'm really learning how much I love to meet people and talk to them and try to affect their lives for the better through little conversations even if we can hardly communicate or even if they don't want to talk about religion.  I hope I'm making a difference.  I love those times, and I LOVE Eikaiwa (English class), and I LOVE LOVE LOVE the ward members and church and baptisms!! (Which Narita sees tons of :D We had another one this week which was amazing!)  But then sometimes, even though I'm getting a lot better, the language barrier is infuriating.  I want to be like Carson when I get back: when I can think in Japanese, it's going to be Nihongo Dake (only Japanese).  Anyway, sometimes I just think about how you said that my last year will be the most amazing time of my life so far, because sometimes it’s not the most amazing time of my life so far ;)

AH!  I love Carson!!  Tell him he's seriously my hero.  It sounds like he was just an amazing missionary.  I hope that I can be half of who I believe he was.    


I love Japan.  It really feels like home in a funny way.  It’s so different though.  But these people, for the most part, are so sweet and kind.  I don't like the businessmen who are mean though... |: But everyone else is the best ;) Just kiddin, I love everyone.  But some people make it hard to talk to them!  Anyway, I've decided after all of the hundreds and hundreds of people I've seen on trains just staring at their phones for hours, that after my mission I'm just going to talk to people on public transportation unless I'm doing work on a lap top.  There's no point to reading endless facts on the Internet that you'll forget tomorrow if you have so many people around you to talk to!  Anyway, I love phones, but I'm starting to hate the overuse of technology more and more every day.  I wish people would just put their phones away.

Anyway, I love you so much!!  To quote Lylah, "I love you, but when I get home, I'll still love you..." ;)  Talk to you again soon! 



-スタウト長老
Elder Stout